Sunday, November 20, 2011

FML

Dear diary,

It sucks when I am no longer working and my mother doesn't want to support me already. Every time I get my pay I would definitely pass some to her. Now, I no longer work and she doesn't want to help.

Conversation between me and mum:
Me: I have to go to a production and take MRT tomorrow (which concerns my school work) Please standby for $10 to top-up my ez-link card.
Mum: I got no money. I am left with $7 only. Who told you to use your ez-link to go every where you want?
Me: *silently thinking* I just used it twice to go Ang Mo Kio from Woodlands only what?! WTH!

I feel like as if I am such a burden to her and that I have to work again when I am busy with school, portfolio and FYP. I have been schooling and working since I'm 16 years old. And now I am 20 but I have to stop working due to projects in school. I have to pass to graduate and get a diploma. After which I am going to work for the rest of my life. Oh my god, can't she understand that the production is important to me to pass.

What a life. I have graduate this year and start working and start working and earning my own bucks for real! I have to shop for my needs and wants so badly.

P/S: To Iswan, thank you for being there during my worst downfall. You've been through my ups and downs and you are the best man I can ever think of. I love you for everything.

Yours truly,
nrfhrzl